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有时候，我也搞不懂自己到底在想什么。。
到底在担心什么。。
人的头脑就是有个坏处，
就是控制不了不去想某个东西。。
但是，这也不能怪的。。
要怪就怪那些没有用的男人，
总是给不到自己的女朋友安全感。
嘴巴所说过的承诺，不代表他们会实现。
可是，为什么女朋友还会选则相信他们呢？
明知道承诺是一种安慰。。

男朋友，女朋友是因为爱你所以才相信你，
那你又能为自己的女朋友付出些什么呢?
对我来说，不需要什么付出，
只要自己安分守己，证明自己有多重视自己的女朋友，
让她知道你有多爱她，给她安全感，
那就足够了。。

男人，时常被认为，用下半身来思考的动物。
你相信吗？我相信。

你，给到我安全感了吗？

Test I is over !
But Im not happy regarding the marks .
Well , no one else can be blame .
As i really didnt put so much effort on it .
I admit that i got no heart to study .
I might not continue with my degree or post-basic course .
*sigh*

Coming posting even though just 4 weeks ,
but i can imagine how suffer can i be .
I need to read up all my O&G notes , as i dont want to get bomb from some1 else .
I need to do my Running Assessment and Serve Medication in this 4 weeks .
I'm stress enough .
I hope that i can achieve the procedures that i need to be achieve .
I also hope that CN can approve my request , please *pray hard* .
I seriously need holidays so badly .
I wanted to go back to my hometown .
A town that i got no worries for the moment .

最近的心情超级的低落。。
总觉得身边没有值得信任的人。。
好失望。。
彻彻底底的失望了。。
为什么？！
有人能够告诉我吗？

还以为，不管身边的人怎样对我，
至少我还会有一个你，
但是，连你都令我失望了。。
我好不容易相信一个人，
好不容易劝自己不要再胡思乱想，
但是，老天爷总是让我看到一些我不想看到的东西。
但是老天爷算是对我不错了，
至少我没有亲眼见到，
不然的话，我不懂会做出什么事。

是我想太多了吗？
还是，这一切已经成为了事实，只有我不知道？？
我倒是希望老天爷对我残忍一些，
让我看清这一切的真相。
真相是很残忍的东西，
但是，我宁愿选择知道真相，
也不愿意自己在一旁猜想。
老天爷，让我看清这一切吧，好吗？

Do you believe ? This is my 1st time went to Genting .
Well , trust me , it's true ♥
Imma so happy & enjoy myself there .
I love the whether so muchie ♥

The Theme Park , it's GREAT !
Well , not really suit me .
As , its over excited & my heart cannot cope it !
Oooppsss !!!

10 of us , from G70 .
We took lots of pics .
It's good for memories ♥
Love you , girls =)

Enjoy the following photos - Part I

                        Having breakfast @ Assunta Hospital Cafeteria

                                       Ready to get into LRT

                          Finally , we reached ! In front of the entrance .

                                        Welcome To Genting !

                                 The 1st game we played . OMG !!!

                                         THIS ?! Over Excited !!

                          Children's playground , but i'm involved into it .

                                                 Unmovable car .

                                          Big Giant Bear !!!

                                         My leng luii "Lou Por"  ♥

                                               Act polite : P

                                    Friend friend with Mr.Dinasour

                                           Mr & Mrs Dinasour

                                           Chocolate Wonderland

                                          Fake chocolate door : P

                                                10 of us !!!  ♥

去吃大便啦你！超不爽你的咯！
有种就不要有求于我，我肯定见死不救的！
看着办吧！像你这种怕死的人，等天收你啦！

还有你也是，斤斤计较，
整天只想从别人身上得到好处，
小心，会有报应的，天有眼的！
你们两个果然是好朋友啊，
性格那么像！小心天打雷劈啊！
一劈就劈死你们两个！

At last , back to CON after discharged from hospital.
Stress came back to me day by day.
Finished 1 week posting @ Heart Centre & X-ray Department.
Tomorrow will be back to the ward .
This will be the last week of posting , YEAH !

Finally , our results came out yesterday.
Thank God that i passed my semester ♥
Hopefully the coming semesters G70 will all pass.
These few days quite emo , i cried a lot on Wednesday night.
Due to some problem with friend & stress a lot.
Anyway , i wont show or tell anyone even though im facing lots of stress.
Dont have to tell , dont have to show , its my way.

Miss home so much . Miss boyfren so much . Miss my best frens so much .
Well , I'm always belongs to Penang , there's an island which suit me.
My family who loves me , is there.
My friends those who knows me well & understand me , is there.
My boyfren which i love , is there .
Everything is there , that's why I'm belongs to there.
And , other than studies , i have nothing here.
Its totally out of everything & anyone.
Yea , I'm emo-ing .
So ? Whatever .

The End .