I saw the difference between your stay and your leave .
You're really release from stress .
I'm happy to see your smile again .
I thought wanna do the same thing like you .
But , I'm thinking , will i be good after i did it ?!
Yes , I'll release from super stress ,
but , is there any good suggestion for me after i did that ?
I'm really worry that i'll regret in the future .

I had been told myself for thousands and thousands times ,
I got to stopped thinking all of these ,
that's no benefits for me .
But , what I'm facing everyday ,
keep on activating my mind to think all those things .
I know that , it's useless .
Human can counceling on others ,
but , cant counceling or brain wash on their own .

Which life should i choose ?
Should i give up what I'm having now ? or
Should i give up what my mind is thinking now ?
I'm worry .. I'm afraid ..
I do not hope that i make the wrong decision ..

God , i know i should choose to give up what my mind is thinking ,
but , do you know it's suffer ?!
Maybe others will think that I'm stupid ,
maybe others will encourage me to continue for another 2 years ,
SAY , is easy than do . They aren't the person who realising the feeling .

But , NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND MY FEELING !!

Morning go "seng yeh" prayed .
Go town to eat breakfast with my auntie .
We go Pacific to have a look .
I bought a jacket for myself .
I thought wanna buy white colour ,
but white colour very hard to take care .
So i bought grey colour .

Bought a small cake ,
to celebrate belated parents's birthday .

Back to aunt's house .
Called sis , she came .
We go eat Pizza ! Treated by auntie =) .

Back to house , something happened .
Which i wont mention about .
Finally , settled .
Conclusion : i had realise something . Thank you !

Again , I'm back to here .
Recently happened too much things ,
i cant even breath well .
I need to take a new + fresh + deep breath .

Hungry + cold in the bus .
Once reached , bro bring me for my "dinner" .
But himself didnt eat .
Luckily auntie cooked something ,
so he ate it .

Thanks to my dearest bro .
I never thought that i can share my things with you .
I'm so touched when i heard you said ,
you will help me to balas dendam .
Although i'm not agree that you maybe will do so ,
but at least i know that you're love me , thanks bro ♥
Thank you for keeping the promised ,
so that parents wont realise .
Thank you for spending your time with me .
Although i cried again , but at least this time i cried ,
there's someone besides me .
Thank you so much , love you forever .
Glad to have you as my bro ♥

Today is 28th of the month ,

which means that ,

is Students-Allowance Day !!

Wow ! So many students going out !

Some of them go to Times-Square , Mid-valley , Old Town .

But , i went to OUG Night Market , 1 week once , on Thursday =)

4 of us , Sim , Helan , Chong and Me !!

San , Wang and Ani went to Times-Square ,

we got separated ! =(

3 of them go eat the Toilet Bowl Restoran , haha !

We ate a lot too !

Eg : fried chicken , mua chee , poh piah sushi , desert , busuk taufu ,

octopus , fish ball and ......

Imma so full !! But pok kai liao =(

I gonna save money back to Penang and spend !

2 days more , I'm back !! ♥

I bought 4 pairs of room slippers for myself & 3 of my roomates =)


*END*

Room cleaning !!

4 of us , used half an hour to clean the small room , lol .

*LeeHuiMei & LowHuiLeing*

Tomorrow , Imma having my I&I II , Test II .
And now , Imma blogging here and Facebooking + MSN there , lol .
Actually Imma quite worrying about the paper for tomorrow.
As Ms. Katherine test paper is not going to be easy.
Her questions was always critical.
So, how i'm going to face my exam tomorrow ?!
Hopefully what i've been study will came out *pray hard*.

I just talked phone with my beloved daddy.
He's one of my stress relieve tools .
I miss him and mummy so much =)
Cant wait for next saturday to come *looking forward + waiting*

Anyway , good luck to me !
All the best , Yinleng =)
Gambateh !!