I saw the difference between your stay and your leave .
You're really release from stress .
I'm happy to see your smile again .
I thought wanna do the same thing like you .
But , I'm thinking , will i be good after i did it ?!
Yes , I'll release from super stress ,
but , is there any good suggestion for me after i did that ?
I'm really worry that i'll regret in the future .

I had been told myself for thousands and thousands times ,
I got to stopped thinking all of these ,
that's no benefits for me .
But , what I'm facing everyday ,
keep on activating my mind to think all those things .
I know that , it's useless .
Human can counceling on others ,
but , cant counceling or brain wash on their own .