Which life should i choose ?
Should i give up what I'm having now ? or
Should i give up what my mind is thinking now ?
I'm worry .. I'm afraid ..
I do not hope that i make the wrong decision ..

God , i know i should choose to give up what my mind is thinking ,
but , do you know it's suffer ?!
Maybe others will think that I'm stupid ,
maybe others will encourage me to continue for another 2 years ,
SAY , is easy than do . They aren't the person who realising the feeling .

But , NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND MY FEELING !!