当初你对我说的那句话,
如今我已不在乎了.
但是,我很不服.
我真的很不服.
为什么你会把那句你对我说的话,
去和现在的"她"说呢?!
那句话不是只属于我们的吗?!
就算现在我和你什么都不是,
但至少也该留回一点点的回忆吧?!

我越看她越不爽,
她的每一句话,
听起来她是很爱很爱你,
她很害怕会失去你.
听说,有人想破坏你们的感情是吗?
希望劈腿的人不会再是你吧.
你曾经让我在未搞清楚的情况下,
无端端的当了你们的第三者.
我知道后我真的很不高兴,心很内疚.
就算那不是我的错.
所以,我不希望你再次伤害别的女生,
尤其是你现任的女朋友.

至于,那句话,
我已慢慢的不在乎了.
也学会了放下.
谢谢你让我上了一堂课.

I need to improve myself on everything .
Especially studies .
A&P , P&P , I&I , F&E , Pharmacology , Psychosocial .
I gonna start doing revision .
More challenging subjects is coming to me .
I gonna look forward and run together with Tutors .
I cant even step on a break .
Or else , I'm a loser .

I dont wanna be a loser .
I dont wanna be a useless nurse .
May god bless ...

6 weeks at Melor Ward posting ended .
Tomorrow going to Melati Ward , another 6 weeks .
New ward , new environment , new faces .
Hope everything will goes on peacefully =)

Monday return demo .
Hopefully i can answer all her questions .
Hopefully my procedure can do well =)

After the coming 6 weeks ,
on block already .
Gonna start study already .
Exam coming ...
Gambateh Yinleng !
Gambateh G70 !

I cried like hell after watching this movie .
It really touched me .
I promised myself ,
I wont treat my parents like that .

♥Daddy , Mummy - I love you ♥

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=141816305838540

*Dear reader :
never ever treat your parents like that .

Imma so freaking disappointed for my RA today .
The patient is tolerate well ,
but my interview skill is sucks .
Summore ,
the diagnosis , objective , nursing intervention & evaluation ,
lagi sucks .
I have no eyes to see my results .
2 words to describe :
- Disappointed
- Sucks

Hang out with Helan .
We watch Twilight .
I know it's long time ago ,
but i really hard to find out some time to watch .
It's nice ! I like the wolf ♥ !
But I cold like hell ! OMG
I bought 3 clothes ♥
I pok kai already !


The clothes that i wear

The clothes that i tried

The clothes that i bought ♥
(I know it looks simple ,
but i like it )
(But the pants is too expensive !
I no $$ to buy ! I'll try to get you on next month .
Wait for me !)

I love my brother ♥ !
Imma so stress and nervous for my RA tomorrow .
I post at my facebook , my friends dropped comments .
My brother noticed , he comfort me with some funny words =) .
Maybe he's not understand about what i'm going to do ,
he just knew that , tomorrow is an important day for me .
I'm so touched to hear the comfort from him ,
although it is not a good suggestions for me =) .

I'm going to have my RA (Running Assessment) tomorrow .
My tutor will choose 1 patient for me ,
and i'm going to interview that patient .
We all having the RA form ,
so that we've some ideas of what should we ask .
But we cannot interview the patient by open & close questions .
We have to talk more to our patient ,
must know very well of the patient .
After the interview , gonna back to college ,
fill in the form , write 4 diagnosis of patient ,
1 objective for 1 diagnosis ,
6-8 nursing intervention for 1 diagnosis &
1 conclusion for 1 diagnosis .
1 hour time to write all the things .
I'm not good in coming out diagnosis ,
summore we have to write 4 diagnosis , omg !

My brother suggested me to ask :
1) Ask the patient whether can he/she die or not ?!
2) Ask the patient whether he/she got money pay for the bill or not ?!
Hahaha ! What la , bro ! Funny la weii , LOL
Suddenly felt like miss him so much ♥
So disappointed that ,
end of the month he's not following my parents come & visit me =( .

*Kor kor , mei mei miss you ♥

My Beloved Buddies ♥
Well , i dont need much buddies ,
because is hard to find .
But i love my friends as well ♥

First of all , I would like to intro , my *BFF*

*Keisha Yarmhini*
Looking forward to meet her when Deepavali
We'll go for tatoo together , babe ♥
Just spoke to her few days ago .
Omg ! I miss her so much !
I cant even remember how long we didnt meet each other .
How long we didnt hear from each other .
What i know is , she's fine =) .
I'm happy to hear 1 thing from her ,
She said : she wants to go college ♥
What i wanted to say to her is ,
Work hard & Gambateh !
Dont waste your future .
I believe you can do it !
♥

*Sujie*
Aren't she's cute ??
Yes , she is =) .
I miss her too !
I found that she's so depress .
Hope to feed her Anti-Depressant medicine =)
I'm glad to hear that ,
she needs some1 to talk to ,
but i'm not around .
You may message me anytime you want ler ,
no matter how busy am i ,
i'm sure that i'll reply your message one .
Dont give yourself too stress k .
Miss yea ♥

*Huii*
Lenglui huii ♥
She's my sifu .
She's brave but not strong .
I proud to have her as my buddy =) .
I dont care how people thinks about her ,
she's still my buddy - cheah wei wei ♥
Although i didnt spoke to her through phone call ,
but we keep in touch always =)
Miss her so much !
Last meet - December 2009 .
Omg ! Huii , such a long long time didnt meet you la weyy ..
Next time go back MUST meet yea , lol .

*San*
My best classmates & best partner .
She's good in caring .
But she's weak in comforting .
She's blur but cute .
We like to hang out 2 by 2 .
We wont left each other behind .
That's call F.r.i.e.n.d.s ♥

*Wang*
She's a very cute girl but "sam pat" =).
But i cant get a cute pic from her ,
because got no time to take pic , lol .
Her room just next to mine .
Her house is near to here ,
that's why she'll go home everyday
but come back b4 11pm .
She like to "pancing" in class ,
that's why tutors very alert about her.
I will miss her even though only 1 day didnt see her face ♥

*Jeremy*
Lol . I really miss him !
I miss the nights that he find me .
I'm so touch on a sentence that he said to me -
"i miss every of you"
"your caring"
"your voice"
"your massage"
So touch la weyy ! ♥