"Watch out your man .
Make sure your man didnt did anything wrong ,
or else , you will get a freaking deep hurt ,
as what i had it before .
Dont over trust your man .
Spy on him ."
A sentence , which i want to let "her" read out .
Of course , i do hope that ,
you and "him" have a very good future .
As the photos you took together with him ,
it looks so sweet & happy .
I just want you to be allert .

I told my friend - ah Wng ,
i told her that , both of them looks very happy ,
let us look and see how's their future .
Yea , ah Wang saw the photos as well .
Is it they want to show to me that ,
how happy they are ??
How much they love each other ??
Okay ! That's fine !
Now i knew , so what ?!
You want me to jelous ?!
Lol .. I wont !
Summore , you never know me in your life .
You'll never know that ,
your man hide a girlfriend behind you .
Yes , that's me =) .

I do hope that i'll meet you 1 day .
I do hope that i'll meet "him" 1 day .
I do hope that i'll meet both of you 1 day .
I swear i'll tell everything out in front of both of you ,
as you never know that your man hide a girlfriend behind you .
You're not stupid that you dont know this .
I dont know too . As after me & your man break up ,
then only i know . So , cannot blame me .
I'm not that kind of bitch that snatch away ppl's bf .
And now , you better becareful of your man .
Good luck to you & your man .

Yeah ! I'm going back tomorrow !!
Today after class , i went to OUG Pasar Malam .
So crowded and full of delicious food !!
I control myself not to take chicken ,
at last , I'm under control , yeah !!
Nothing can spoil my setted mind =)
I ate nasi lemak , spicy hot dog , mua-chee ,
special ais kacang , cai kuih , kuih talam ,
sushi poh piah roll , busuk tau hu & many many more !!
I'm enjoying myself with my friends ,
as we already after posting ,
we stress a lot , need to reduce our stress .
Next posting will be next month ,
3 months continous , oh god !!!!
After came back , i go take my shower ,
then go laundry with Ah San ,
when going back to my level ,
i fall down on stairs !!!
Painful !!!!!!!!

Sem2 is coming , stress will come back to me very soon =(
I miss my home ! I miss my parents !
I want to go home !! Next week , looking forward =)
Hope sem2 all will be fine & alright .
No more resit !!! Try your best , yinleng !!!
Well , i didnt achieve all the prcedures , i gonna wear uniform to class =(

Actually , i really dont like to post this post , but i want to let you know about my feeling and i do hope that you're reading my blog .
That day , i went to Mawar earlier . Helen & Hui Mei want to do hair wash . C.I Lee said , 3 persons also can . Both of them come and ask me , whether i want to do hair wash with them or not , i said : nvm , i wait for charlotte , we 2 will do together . After that , you come , they ask you whether you want to do hair wash with them or not , and you terus say YES . WTF ?! I reject them because of you & now you accept the procedure by your own without thinking of me . How can you become so selfish ?! I'm so disappointed on you .
Off & PH . This topic make me hate the most !! Well , i dont know what had you told our ward sister and make sister scold Wang . Wang go to Mawar find me together with her tears . I willing to change my off and ph with you . At the same time , i want to ask you , if , 1 day , we request off & ph together , but end up , you get and i didnt get , will you be so kind like me , change your off day and ph with me ?! I pity you , will you pity me if this thing happen again ?! I dont think you will , am i right ?!
I told all these to my friends , they scold me , "why you so stupid change with her ? No purpose for you to change with her ." I said : nvm , she wants then i gave . Im not angry about the off day & ph , i'm angry about the hair wash !! How can you so selfish ?! If not because of waiting for you , the hair wash procedures i can get 2 weeks ago . Why ?! Because i treat you as my friend , i willing to wait for you to do together . But now , how you treat me ?!
Maybe i might not be too kind , kind until let ppl step on my head and jump forward . Well , from now onwards , i wont wait for anyone for procedures .

Yesterday night back to Penang !! I'm so freaking happy =)
Today , early in the morning , went to Ipoh - Perlis Cave Temple
It's so nice !! Can you imagine , all the Buddha is locate inside the moutain .
The pictures of the buddha , is draw on the stone .

It's very high , long staircase to go .
We didnt climb until the highest , as i scare my parents cannot tahan .

It's freakingly tired i tell you =='

On the way

The Buddha ---------------Picture on stone----------Guan Yin

My Sis's New Car

I am so tired of posting . I never regret to choose Nursing , but i very regret to get into this college . I knew that , this college is the top & best nursing college in Malaysia , but , it's too tough for me . From the beginning , i wants to choose this college , because this is the top & best nursing college and i want to be a successful nurse in the future . Not every nurse can be a successful nurse although they already graduate , some of them not even can function in the hospital . 3 years , not that long , not that short . I dont even know how long can i stand for . Not to say i want to give up , is just that , it's really stressful to me . Since i already came into this college , i wont let myself regret , i'll stand as long as i can for these 3 years . I really hope that i can share my problem , my suffer to others , but , no one is suitable for me to become my listener . I wanted to call to my best friend and tell her how suffer am i , but , i cant ! Why ?! Because she will never understand what i'm talking about , as , she's not from medical line . Although i have my classmates , petsis , but i dont feel like wants to share my things to them . Not easy to find a good listener , not easy to become a good listener too .

Advice to others who wants to take up nursing : you may take up nursing , but not at Assunta Nursing College , although this college is the top nursing college . Maybe some of you dont even know that got this college , never heart before , i wont blame on you all , as , you all not from medical line . Think twice to take up nursing at Assunta . Positive : can function at every hospital , every ward . Negative : will be very stressful and tough for 3 years .

1st day posting , for me , off day today =)
Although sleep until 12pm , but still feeling tired , omg
Tomorrow morning shift , hope that can get sign ,
at least 1 , pls !!!!
I'm stress in this college , study & posting
I never study so hard like now ,
1st time being so harworking ,
going to burst very soon , HeLp !!
Home sick ,
i miss you , mum & dad *loves*